Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A partner that needs so much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But I don't know whether you noticed me,
 Did you looked me in the eye?

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If you are lost,
 I'll hold you,
 Never want to let go...?

If I touch your face,
 If I hold your hand,
 Will you notice me?


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sometimes happy but sometimes desperate... A vampire that is learning how to love......

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Sunday, April 18, 2010
12:28:00 AM

I just bought a fish from a pet shop last Saturday. it is red in colour,bright red......I just love it. I cannot stand the loneliness in my room. I do missed my previous fish, Devil. Now, I got a new one, named Vampyre. It is red and looked bloody. I love it quite a lot. I hope Vampyre can live a bit longer, and accompany 'till the end of the road......

我刚买了一条鱼。是鲜红的打架鱼，很重视它。之前，有一条深蓝色的鱼填满我房间里的空洞。后来，它离开了。空洞再次被挖空。现在，又有新的存在填满那空虚。之前的爱鱼名位小恶魔；现在，这红色地宝贝名叫吸血鬼。希望它能活久一些，陪我走过一段刻骨铭心的路......

Will you ever notice me...

12:00:00 AM

The life of being a Form 3 student came to me quickly and didn't give me enough time to get used to it.  My first trial was...fine?perhaps so......I got 8As in the trial, which was counted as...good...but it didn't satisfy me. I lost to a friend in my class. She gave up Chinese, and she was good in everything. Gosh, I cannot even seem to win her a little! I did try my best and I gave up for chasing her in results...==lll.....

My first trial was...ok. Just my Chinese got a border A...zZzZzz...nearly got B....Whew~Lucky me!! And other subjects were fine...My Mathematics got 92%~~~Happy me~~~

Second trial : Chinese ----------75% (border A again...><)
                   : Mathematics  ---- 89% (dropped T.T)
                   : Science ---------- 93% (happy ^^)
                   : History ---------- 75% (lucky me...==)
                   : Geography ------ 78% (dropped ==lll)
                   : English ---------- 84% (highest in class but dropped also.........)
                   : Malay ----------- 80% (got that high because got questions earlier.......==lll)
                   : Living Skills------ 80% (ok I guess...@.@)

Haha...babbled all my results at once. Am I proud of it or what? Perhaps I'm nuts...@.^...
Hope that I can tried harder next time and get better results next time...(hope that I can study...@.@)

华语版：第一次和第二次预考都过了。还算不错吧......应该瓜......第一次预考的华文试卷刚刚好拿A！谢天谢地！无论如何，我还是输给我班上的一个同学。她实在是太厉害了！算了......不想跟她争了......我认命了！唉......

第二次的预考，退步了少许。（成绩有如以上所显示）......不想打字了......想说的就只有这些吧......

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, April 17, 2010
10:50:00 PM

This apparently is not my first blogging experience. And now, I'm back. I wanna show you guys more about me,tell you all my story and my feelings. I wanna share these precious memories with you. After 15 years of time on Mother Earth, I've learned a lot and experienced a lot. But, I've never felt this before. Hope-desperately. I wanted a brand new start after my Form 3. I wanted to leave this place and clear my thoughts and get a grip on new things. I felt that I've used to things that I shouldn't. I'm used to be the best student,the happy gal. I cannot continue anything like this anymore. It must stop. I cannot continue to live in my small peaceful,happy world anymore. I must face the cruel world and be tough to face any difficulties and handle the consequences that I must bear.

I hope everyone who read my blog can just spend 1 minute for me. Pray for me that I can be happy go lucky and get the ASEAN Scholarship to go to Singapore for further studies. Just 1 minute,it is more than enough that I can want from all of you. Please,help me pray and hope that God can lend me a hand, fulfill my dream and wish. I'll appreciate your help a lot a lot....more than anything......

给一些不太精通英文的朋友，这段是翻译，希望大家喜欢。这不是我第一次写部落格......只是时间冲淡了一切，又把它随着忆浪飘回来......在这单调的世界里活了十五年，生平没特别要求或什么。但，近来，我变得贪心了。我渴望得到新的生活。我想要一个重新开始的机会。我不想继续活在我那永远幸福快乐的小世界里。我不想再成为学校里的优秀生。我必须坚强地站起来，面对着残酷的世界。毫无怜悯的眼神，正是我需要的生活钥匙。

我希望我可以顺利申请奖学金，前往新加坡深学。我不强求大家在我身上花太多时间，只要一分钟就好。替我祈祷，希望我可以顺利过关，得到奖学金。只需一分钟，让天神感动，成全我的梦想。如果大家可以帮助我，我将会感激不尽.......祝大家过得愉快......

Will you ever notice me...