This apparently is not my first blogging experience. And now, I'm back. I wanna show you guys more about me,tell you all my story and my feelings. I wanna share these precious memories with you. After 15 years of time on Mother Earth, I've learned a lot and experienced a lot. But, I've never felt this before. Hope-desperately. I wanted a brand new start after my Form 3. I wanted to leave this place and clear my thoughts and get a grip on new things. I felt that I've used to things that I shouldn't. I'm used to be the best student,the happy gal. I cannot continue anything like this anymore. It must stop. I cannot continue to live in my small peaceful,happy world anymore. I must face the cruel world and be tough to face any difficulties and handle the consequences that I must bear.

I hope everyone who read my blog can just spend 1 minute for me. Pray for me that I can be happy go lucky and get the ASEAN Scholarship to go to Singapore for further studies. Just 1 minute,it is more than enough that I can want from all of you. Please,help me pray and hope that God can lend me a hand, fulfill my dream and wish. I'll appreciate your help a lot a lot....more than anything......

给一些不太精通英文的朋友，这段是翻译，希望大家喜欢。这不是我第一次写部落格......只是时间冲淡了一切，又把它随着忆浪飘回来......在这单调的世界里活了十五年，生平没特别要求或什么。但，近来，我变得贪心了。我渴望得到新的生活。我想要一个重新开始的机会。我不想继续活在我那永远幸福快乐的小世界里。我不想再成为学校里的优秀生。我必须坚强地站起来，面对着残酷的世界。毫无怜悯的眼神，正是我需要的生活钥匙。

我希望我可以顺利申请奖学金，前往新加坡深学。我不强求大家在我身上花太多时间，只要一分钟就好。替我祈祷，希望我可以顺利过关，得到奖学金。只需一分钟，让天神感动，成全我的梦想。如果大家可以帮助我，我将会感激不尽.......祝大家过得愉快......